Inconsistent thoughts

It's not everyday that one feels like writing what's been going on with their lives. There are things that are better kept unsaid or in simple words, remain secret. But sometimes keeping a secret is not as easy as it seems to be. There are times when emotion is unstable because of many thoughts that are circling around the head. And to add the stress that's being felt are the people who aren't sensitive enough to what you are feeling. Instead of understanding you more, there are just there to annoy you and provoke your temper. And when you burst out they are the ones interrogating why you are like these, and that. They didn't even dare to ask themselves what have been they doing lately. But after thinking more and more what's happened, you realized that it is you whom to blame for what you are feeling. Maybe because you are now able to think clearly and feels so regretful of what you did. But what can you do? What is done is done and what you can do is just continue your life and see what happens tomorrow? But what if it gets worse? Then worse it shall be. You have no control on what will happen tomorrow. Just keep in mind to do things that don't harm any other people. You might not know it yet but there are lots of people around you who might get hurt. Maybe even the ones who love you very dearly. You may not notice it yet but there are lots of people around you who cares for you and treasure them very much because it maybe already too late to reach out to them again. Live life happily the way it should be.