Inconsistent thoughts

It's not everyday that one feels like writing what's been going on with their lives. There are things that are better kept unsaid or in simple words, remain secret. But sometimes keeping a secret is not as easy as it seems to be. There are times when emotion is unstable because of many thoughts that are circling around the head. And to add the stress that's being felt are the people who aren't sensitive enough to what you are feeling. Instead of understanding you more, there are just there to annoy you and provoke your temper. And when you burst out they are the ones interrogating why you are like these, and that. They didn't even dare to ask themselves what have been they doing lately. But after thinking more and more what's happened, you realized that it is you whom to blame for what you are feeling. Maybe because you are now able to think clearly and feels so regretful of what you did. But what can you do? What is done is done and what you can do is just continue your life and see what happens tomorrow? But what if it gets worse? Then worse it shall be. You have no control on what will happen tomorrow. Just keep in mind to do things that don't harm any other people. You might not know it yet but there are lots of people around you who might get hurt. Maybe even the ones who love you very dearly. You may not notice it yet but there are lots of people around you who cares for you and treasure them very much because it maybe already too late to reach out to them again. Live life happily the way it should be.

Sick...

November 14, 2007

This morning, I woke up with a migraine. Aside from that, I also have a terrible stomach ache. I also have colds that made me sneeze so many times. To summarize all of these, I woke up having illness. My dorm mate suggested that I skip classes today. I said no because I did this to myself. It's my fault that I end up being sick. I abused my health and go beyond my limitations. My group mates will kill me if I will not go to school today. They might come to my dorm anyway to get me. I still have no escape from them. Hehehe!

Aside from my sickness story, I was pissed yesterday. Why? Because this guy was so angry because we were not able to give him Talent Quest registration form. He said that he was looking for form yet no one gave him any. Well, he didn't ask me for any form. I think he wanted us to beg him to join. He was so arrogant talking to me yesterday. Good thing I was in good mood that I didn't slapped him. He was such an ***! I think I will lie down and rest more before preparing for class.. :)

Thesis Statement

One of the requirements in our Englone class is to write a research paper about our chosen videos. I chose three videos: “Larger Than Life”, “Everybody”, and “As Long as You Love Me.” I want to study those three videos because they are all by Backstreetboys.

Thesis Statement: An examination of Backstreetboys music videos reveals that showcasing their skills in singing and dancing might not be the primary source of their fame but exploiting their physical attributes to obtain their “image.”

Milk tea or Iced tea?

That was my status message when I went home. I don't know what went to my mind that made me change my Available status message with that. I have been very busy with school works and everything. I feel very tired but it's not a reason for me to slack off. I just want to rest and get some sleep. There are a lot of things in my head right now and I can't focus on anything. I think I want to close my eyes and relax. I want to lie down because my neck and back is aching. But I can't do that because I still have so many deadlines. My subjects this term requires more reading. It's fine with me because I can't enhance my reading comprehension. Unfortunately, I am frequently experiencing migraine lately. I have no time to go to ophthalmologist to have my astigmatism checked because I have more important things to do. My time for doing school work last week was not that much because I encountered some minor accident that I have to take care. I was really glad that there was no major damage. (Thank God!) This week will be a very hectic and tiring. I pray that God will grant me patience for everything and that I will not have a HB (high blood) attack. It will be more tiring and stressful if I don't feel really good. I hope God will grant me strength to do my best and to finish everything. I want to sleep... but I can't...

Vacation Hang-over

The short vacation was really short for me. I brought some school work at home but unfortunately I was not able to do anything at all. At least I have the intention in doing so. Hehehehe. Monday after that short vacation was our group's scheduled reporting. I really crammed that morning to internalize my part because I just browsed through the topic the night before. I can't understand our report even I've read it more than ten times already. Maybe because I still have the vacation hang-over.

I think we did okay during our report. I like what I felt after our report last Monday because I think ( I really hope so...) I was able to discuss properly my topic unlike my report two weeks ago which I really prepared. I practiced how to present my discussion many times and I even memorized my seven-page report doing it. Maybe being prepared doesn't make us do well all the time. I guess I just have to accept everything that is happening and what will happen to me. :)

Chocolate wafer stick

One of my favorite chocolate snacks is chocolate wafer sticks. There are many brands of wafer sticks that are coming out today. Aside from that, additional flavors are being made like pandan, orange, and other more. Before, there was only chocolate. Strawberry and Vanilla flavors were not yet that popular.

Superstix and other brands were not yet introduced before. Popular brands were Champola and Giziku. Maybe there were other more but those two were the only brands that I used to buy. Stick-O was not yet known during that time.

I was happy that Giziku is still active. It is not that I don’t like Stick-O or Superstix. It is just that I prefer Giziku more because of how I eat wafer sticks. I eat wafer sticks by eating first the outer layer of the stick towards the inner layer. The layers of Giziku wafer sticks are easier to peel than any other wafer sticks. My Giziku wafer stick is still in one piece after I removed the outer layers. I suggest that you try this also if you have time. Hehehehe

2n in 2n

(First picture on my birthday)

Ever since I started college, I don’t spend my birthday at home. It is not that I live so far away from home. I am not living at our house during school days that’s why I spent my birthdays in school. I am not sad anyway.

This year I spent my birthday away from my home. It was okay with me because I was useful during my birthday. I helped cooked during NSTP camp. The Cooking Bosses are Master Chef = Ms. H, Master Rice Cooker = Ms. Dianne, and Master Butler = Ms. Sche. Early in the morning we cooked longanisa. The THM room smelled really good while we were cooking. Our lunch was more delicious because we cooked dried fish. We cooked tinolang manok for dinner. My favorite part was when we were cleaning the chicken at the sink. Hehehehehe

(Campers' lunch)

We used all the gas stoves in THM room.

I don’t have any plans of going out but a friend joked that I buy her ice cream. It was my birthday anyway so I bought a small can of ice cream for us.