Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Inconsistent thoughts

It's not everyday that one feels like writing what's been going on with their lives. There are things that are better kept unsaid or in simple words, remain secret. But sometimes keeping a secret is not as easy as it seems to be. There are times when emotion is unstable because of many thoughts that are circling around the head. And to add the stress that's being felt are the people who aren't sensitive enough to what you are feeling. Instead of understanding you more, there are just there to annoy you and provoke your temper. And when you burst out they are the ones interrogating why you are like these, and that. They didn't even dare to ask themselves what have been they doing lately. But after thinking more and more what's happened, you realized that it is you whom to blame for what you are feeling. Maybe because you are now able to think clearly and feels so regretful of what you did. But what can you do? What is done is done and what you can do is just continue your life and see what happens tomorrow? But what if it gets worse? Then worse it shall be. You have no control on what will happen tomorrow. Just keep in mind to do things that don't harm any other people. You might not know it yet but there are lots of people around you who might get hurt. Maybe even the ones who love you very dearly. You may not notice it yet but there are lots of people around you who cares for you and treasure them very much because it maybe already too late to reach out to them again. Live life happily the way it should be.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Sick...

November 14, 2007


This morning, I woke up with a migraine. Aside from that, I also have a terrible stomach ache. I also have colds that made me sneeze so many times. To summarize all of these, I woke up having illness. My dorm mate suggested that I skip classes today. I said no because I did this to myself. It's my fault that I end up being sick. I abused my health and go beyond my limitations. My group mates will kill me if I will not go to school today. They might come to my dorm anyway to get me. I still have no escape from them. Hehehe!


Aside from my sickness story, I was pissed yesterday. Why? Because this guy was so angry because we were not able to give him Talent Quest registration form. He said that he was looking for form yet no one gave him any. Well, he didn't ask me for any form. I think he wanted us to beg him to join. He was so arrogant talking to me yesterday. Good thing I was in good mood that I didn't slapped him. He was such an ***! I think I will lie down and rest more before preparing for class.. :)

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Milk tea or Iced tea?

That was my status message when I went home. I don't know what went to my mind that made me change my Available status message with that. I have been very busy with school works and everything. I feel very tired but it's not a reason for me to slack off. I just want to rest and get some sleep. There are a lot of things in my head right now and I can't focus on anything. I think I want to close my eyes and relax. I want to lie down because my neck and back is aching. But I can't do that because I still have so many deadlines. My subjects this term requires more reading. It's fine with me because I can't enhance my reading comprehension. Unfortunately, I am frequently experiencing migraine lately. I have no time to go to ophthalmologist to have my astigmatism checked because I have more important things to do. My time for doing school work last week was not that much because I encountered some minor accident that I have to take care. I was really glad that there was no major damage. (Thank God!) This week will be a very hectic and tiring. I pray that God will grant me patience for everything and that I will not have a HB (high blood) attack. It will be more tiring and stressful if I don't feel really good. I hope God will grant me strength to do my best and to finish everything. I want to sleep... but I can't...

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Vacation Hang-over

The short vacation was really short for me. I brought some school work at home but unfortunately I was not able to do anything at all. At least I have the intention in doing so. Hehehehe. Monday after that short vacation was our group's scheduled reporting. I really crammed that morning to internalize my part because I just browsed through the topic the night before. I can't understand our report even I've read it more than ten times already. Maybe because I still have the vacation hang-over.


I think we did okay during our report. I like what I felt after our report last Monday because I think ( I really hope so...) I was able to discuss properly my topic unlike my report two weeks ago which I really prepared. I practiced how to present my discussion many times and I even memorized my seven-page report doing it. Maybe being prepared doesn't make us do well all the time. I guess I just have to accept everything that is happening and what will happen to me. :)


Friday, November 2, 2007

Chocolate wafer stick


One of my favorite chocolate snacks is chocolate wafer sticks. There are many brands of wafer sticks that are coming out today. Aside from that, additional flavors are being made like pandan, orange, and other more. Before, there was only chocolate. Strawberry and Vanilla flavors were not yet that popular.

Superstix and other brands were not yet introduced before. Popular brands were Champola and Giziku. Maybe there were other more but those two were the only brands that I used to buy. Stick-O was not yet known during that time.

I was happy that Giziku is still active. It is not that I don’t like Stick-O or Superstix. It is just that I prefer Giziku more because of how I eat wafer sticks. I eat wafer sticks by eating first the outer layer of the stick towards the inner layer. The layers of Giziku wafer sticks are easier to peel than any other wafer sticks. My Giziku wafer stick is still in one piece after I removed the outer layers. I suggest that you try this also if you have time. Hehehehe

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

2n in 2n

(First picture on my birthday)

Ever since I started college, I don’t spend my birthday at home. It is not that I live so far away from home. I am not living at our house during school days that’s why I spent my birthdays in school. I am not sad anyway.


This year I spent my birthday away from my home. It was okay with me because I was useful during my birthday. I helped cooked during NSTP camp. The Cooking Bosses are Master Chef = Ms. H, Master Rice Cooker = Ms. Dianne, and Master Butler = Ms. Sche. Early in the morning we cooked longanisa. The THM room smelled really good while we were cooking. Our lunch was more delicious because we cooked dried fish. We cooked tinolang manok for dinner. My favorite part was when we were cleaning the chicken at the sink. Hehehehehe

(Campers' lunch)


We used all the gas stoves in THM room.



I don’t have any plans of going out but a friend joked that I buy her ice cream. It was my birthday anyway so I bought a small can of ice cream for us.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Dinner Delivery

We don’t feel like eating can goods and frozen dinner tonight. So, we decided to call Brother’s Burger delivery instead. I think I was really that hungry because I absent-mindedly ordered Big Brother instead of Brother’s Burger. I was complaining that I was already full yet I haven’t finished my burger. It was only when I was thirsty that I realized I ordered the wrong burger. Well, anyway, that’s life.

My dinner...


Genica's...


Tuesday, October 23, 2007

LAN in class

Our professor said that LAN games started with counterstrike. I believe him even though I don’t play any LAN games. I mentioned this because last October 16, we did our own LAN game in class. We connected three computers in a switch and we tried playing counterstrike. It was nice because we were learning as we were playing. We were able to learn that it was not difficult to connect all the computers in a computer shop. The computers should have been four unfortunately there was one unit which has some technical problems. We could’ve played two-on-two that time. It was okay anyway because we have a small class and we don’t need so many computer units. I am wishing that we can perform more practical applications in that class.

This is my classmate playing counter strike on widescreen.

Monday, October 22, 2007

October 19, 2007

I woke up early and attended my class. We didn’t use up all the time in my first class so we were dismissed early. In my second class, we discussed about the guidelines in making a research paper. We still have a lot of time left before our class is over so we decided to play “silent dodge ball.” It was really fun because it’s a ball game but we were not allowed to make any noise. Controlling our shouting and excitement was a challenge. We didn’t have a lesson in my next class. Instead we helped connecting local area networking (LAN) cables for the programming competition on the following day. Measuring the length of the wires was easier than cutting and crimping because some of the tools were not sharp anymore. By the way, crimping is placing the two plastic ends of a LAN cable. That two plastic ends were also called as RJ45. The most exciting part was crimping because we have to make sure that all the wires in the LAN cable was properly connected. May last class was about Safety. Coincidentally, we were discussing about safety when we heard the news about what happened at G2. It was really sad. Our professor again reminded us to always be safe.

This evening was also the first of evening of the NSTP camp. We are hoping for a fun, exciting, and educational camp.


This was how the Media Lab looked like when we were placing LAN cables.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Seafood Pasta and Green Mango Shake

Last October 15, 2007, the Rotaract Club had Medical Mission with the Rotary Club of Laguna Technopark at Timbao Elementary School. There were lots of people who went there and but it was fun. It was only a half-day event and we went to Paseo after. Before we have our lunch, we went first to Neospot because there was no internet in school. We ate our lunch in Guilly’s at around one-thirty in the afternoon. I ordered Seafood Pasta and Green Mango Shake. I knew that the serving is bigger there. However, I didn’t expect that it is good for two persons. It was only the two of us and we both ordered the same. We should’ve ordered different pasta. We were surprised that we were given little plates. We have a hint that the serving is big and we find it okay, we were hungry anyway. We finished our pasta and shake but we were not able to have dessert because we were so full.

The serving is wider than me... :)

Friday, October 12, 2007

After class

Yesterday, I went out with my friends after class. They played billiards and ordered some beer. I only drank two bottles but I felt that my head was really heavy. In addition to that, I have to withdraw some money because my roommate was asking me to buy something. What makes my head worse was that there were so many barricades because of the construction. It was like a maze going to that ATM machine and getting out of there. There were also many people that I got bumped to. I think that was also the effect of alcohol.

After their game, we ate at the public market. It was still early that we decided to stay at Paseo for a while. We just chat and listened to the music at Guilly’s. We talked about so many things and before we knew it, it was almost nine in the evening. We decided to go home so we all went home. Hehehe…

We have fun last night. I think we will do that again soon.


My dinner... :)

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Thoughts on nanotechnology...

(Using technology developed to construct microchips, engineers can now construct microscopic machinery (like the gears shown in this electron microscope image, dwarfed by a mite). Future generations of nano-machinery promise to be even smaller. Source: Sandia National Laboratories.)

I have learned that nanotechnology was not that easy to explain. It was said that nanotechnology is very small. Its size is smaller than a nanometer. I’ve learned that nanotechnology is still in its infancy. Because during the mid-90’s, most engineers don’t think about small. They were thinking about big objects like big atomic bombs, big cars, and other big stuff. But there were other researchers who focus on making things smaller. Thus the invention of transistors and integrated circuits took place. But these small devices made the large devices. I’ve learned that during that time, electronics engineers were focusing on making things smaller and other engineers and scientists focus on smaller things. Those smaller things are atoms and molecules. They were studying how atoms are made and what’s the force that binds them together. They also understand how to combine atoms into molecules to produce useful things. Because of these, new studies were developed during the 80’s.

It was understood that nanotechnology was developed from the field of physics, chemistry, and electronics. There was this idea of making mechanical devices from atoms. But these resulting devices are bigger. Because the idea was to manipulate those atomic things.

There were these molecules that look like soccer balls. Scientists looked for practical use of these molecules. While they were searching for practical use of these molecules, other scientists discovered another thing. They invented this thing which can move atoms around. Because of these discoveries, new computers and software were developed for the scientists to stimulate and visualize chemical reactions of atoms and molecules. This is very helpful to them especially if they are dealing with complex molecules like DNA.

Genetic engineers were able to figure out ways on how to modify chemical reactions of DNA molecules and use them for scientific research. They were also able to replicate any DNA molecules they want to study. Because computers and other tools were available during the 90’s, they use DNA for construction of new chemicals and making tiny machines. There were able to make materials to interact with other materials and also attack diseases.


(Artist's rendition of the space elevator of the future. Source: IEEE Spectrum, Aug 2005)

As of now, the future of nanotechnology is not yet assured. But even so, engineers and scientists have a good vision about it. There was this thought that there will be long nanotubes to be used for space elevators. In the medical field nowadays, nanotechnologies can only detect diseased cancer cells for them to be easily targeted. But it is predicted that in the future, because of nanotechnology, nobody gets ill, gets old, or even die until they want to. There will be molecular machines that will be injected to us to repair unhealthy and aging cells. That means we will always have healthy cells.

Some researchers also believe that eventually they can assemble circuits atom by atom to create computer chips. The circuits in these chips will be much smaller and producing more power computers is possible. We can even upload and download our own personality into that computer.

Although many are optimistic about the nanotechnology, there are some researchers who evaluated the risk of this. Some say that there is a risk of allowing nanoparticles into the body. Others say that nanotechnology might get out of control that may lead to a great human disaster. There can be also a great competition of the bacteria, plants, and humans for natural resources.

The future of nanotechnology is still unsure. But whatever it is, the marvels of nanotechnology can come to life and downsides will be avoided if wisdom will be properly used.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

DLSC-WTC-DLSC

Last Saturday, September 29, 2007, twenty two Engineering students and two faculties went to World Trade Center. It was the 14th Philippine International Electronics & Semiconductor, SMT and PCB Manufacturing Technology, Supplies & Services Exhibition. We left the school before 1 in the afternoon. We used two school vehicles, the KIA and the L300. Our trip going there was fun even though there was traffic. We cracked lots of jokes along the way and we really enjoyed the trip going to WTC. The KIA was earlier to arrive than the L300. When we were already at the place, we were not able to enter the exhibit right away. We have a little confusion about some things there. We were not properly informed on how to register by the organizers there. The guards told us that we have to fill up something then register. We did that and when it was our turn to hand over our registration forms, we were instructed to go to the other area. It was really a hassle because it was not clear that ordinary registration does not include students. We should’ve not placed students in our registration forms. Students were only allowed to enter the exhibit that Saturday because it was the last day. And students can only enter per batch. Originally, students were not allowed. Maybe because that exhibit was for those companies who are interested in buying equipment and supplies and students were just there to observe and learn. If only we knew earlier, then we could have escaped the hassle that we encountered. It was nice that we saw some equipment and other things. I really enjoyed our trip because we had more fun inside the shuttle than at the exhibit. Maybe for the guys, they enjoyed looking at the exhibit. Hahahaha!! Actually the ride was more fun on the way back to school. We passed thru this place and after a few minutes we were at Parañaque already. We have more jokes there and the guys were all excited to see “Engkantadia.” It was really funny how they were so looking forward to seeing this bar. They were happy when they saw it but really disappointed when they saw a guy. Hahahaha!!!! We considered the travel time our field trip and not the exhibit. Wahehehe!!


Still in school...



This is how a cooking oil bottle looks like originally...



This is a machine where the cooking oil bottle is being formed.



A cooking oil bottle...



Souvenir...



Souvenir...



Souvenir...









A machine that makes plastics....















Engkantadia as background... :D

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Mango float and Green mango shake

This evening I went out with Gen. Our agenda: buy grocery, internet café, and dinner. We first went to Rustan’s because there is an internet café, grocery store, and we can eat dinner there. The internet café was full when we came so we decided to guy grocery first then come back later. When we came back after buying our stuff, there was still no available slot so we decided to go to Paseo instead. We went to Paseo with our heavy grocery. Gen suggested that we go to Neospot. After Neospot, we went to Woodbridge to eat our dinner. We both ate 1 order of carbonara and a single pizza. We were not satisfied with our carbonara because our P115 was not worth it. It was not that tasty for us, and the serving is small. Carbonara in Pancake is better. Pasta in Brother’s is better. We planned to go home after that. Unfortunately we have no tricyle fare so we decided to have dessert. At first we were hesitant to go to Guilly’s because it was embarrassing to go there just to eat dessert. But we still have our dessert there. We looked at the menu and we saw pasta. We wished that we should’ve just eaten there. I told Gen that next time we will go to Guilly’s to eat pasta and desert.




My dessert... :)




Friday, September 28, 2007

One late afternoon

Late this afternoon, some friends and I went to isawan at San Jose Village. We arrived at around 5 pm and left at 6:30 pm. Some of my friends decided to go to Paseo because the Mojofly will be performing. They were insisting that I should to go even for just an hour. I really declined because I have a feeling we will be having a session. One even said that they will give me a ride to school. Even so, I still didn’t go. I think they were disappointed because they knew that I am always on-the-go. But this week has been really exhausting for me that I want to get as much sleep as I can. I don’t regret not going because I really wanted to rest on my bed. And also I am really not sure if we are going to drink or not. I just don’t want to have some alcohol in-take this evening.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

A day in Manila...

We went to DLSU-M and CSB yesterday to have a meeting with their Student Council Presidents and Student Organizations Chairperson. We talked about their dress code, their policy on public display of physical intimacy, and other discipline-related things. We also talked about on how the SC and Student Organizations are separated. They said that they are two separate bodies which have different specific role in their respective school. They were very clear on how they are separated so as not to have overlapping. It is really a good opportunity that we went there because we were able to learn that SC and Student Organizations are two different councils which are under the Students’ Affairs Office.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

September 22, 2007 Mts. Palay-Palay

We went to Mts. Palay-Palay last September 22, 2007. I think it is the last tree planting for this year. There were so many people and I saw many familiar faces. We also went last year for the launching but there are more people this year compared to last year. And also, this tree planting was the muddiest of all. But it was really fun and I am looking forward for more.


This is my group...


Sandy, Beryl, Marice


Going up...



resting... :)


approaching tree planting site...


cool hands!


DLSC volunteers... :)


hahaha.. :))





Thursday, September 20, 2007

Apple Eating


This is my Gourmet Apple when I haven't eaten it yet...


The wrapper was removed...


My apple with Gen's apple.


Genica is having a difficulty eating her apple.





















I think I am enjoying eating my apple... :)












This is how our apples look after 1 hour.


We are planning to do this again... We just don't know when... Hehehe :)


Calamba escapade...

I went to Calamba this afternoon with Wawen, Yvan, Gen, Yvonne, and Marice. We left the school at around 1:45 pm. Our first destination was Bahay ni Maria. I was thinking that we will have a nice talk with the nuns because we plan on doing our outreach program there. Unfortunately, they did not welcome us there. They didn’t even open the screen door. They just talked to us from the inside and they don’t seem to be hospitable. We asked if we can schedule our outreach on October 28 and they even commented that it was not even soon. But when they checked their schedule, the whole October was already fully booked. We even asked if could have an advance schedule on November. They said that they can’t book us yet and told us to come back on November instead. They didn’t even give us some background about the street children aged people living there. And they said that they have no means of communications when we asked for their number so that we can just call instead of going there. They didn’t even asked if are we all students or what are our plans when we do the outreach. It really shows that they were not interested. We even said that we were referred by the Rotary Club of Laguna Technopark because they already did some outreach there. One thing that really pissed me off that time was when the nun told their caretaker to close the gate right after we said good bye. We have some back-talks because we went all the way there for nothing. They are the ones who will benefit and we are the ones who will shoulder the expenses for our outreach. Then, we decided to look for other possible places to have our outreach.


We planned to just go back to school because there is nothing to do there anymore. Fortunately, there were some of us who haven’t gone to the house of Rizal. So, we decided to drop by since it is open anyway. We only stayed there for less than an hour because a school was having a field trip. Too bad we were not allowed to take pictures.


Then we decided to go back to school. When we were at the ABI exit, the e-pass was working. We were surprised because we all thought that the e-pass was empty. And the traffic was heavy at the cash/coupon lane going to Calamba. If only we knew that we can still use the e-pass, we could’ve been in Calamba earlier. But there was nothing we can do anymore.


Before we headed our own separate destinations, we ate at Guilly’s Grill because it was Yvan’s birthday yesterday. The crew sang “Happy Birthday” and gave her a complimentary slice of cheese cake.

Our Calamba trip started unpleasantly but it ended really well.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

A Poem...

BEFORE AND AFTER


Yesterday is past and Today is now.


What would happen when Tomorrow comes?


I really don't know but I ought to find out.


When Tomorrow comes it would be Today.


And Today would just be Yesterday.


This will repeat again and again.


I wonder why these things do happen.


Maybe I think of Yesterday.


Maybe I might reflect on Today.


Don't you think I should just learn from the Past.




And let my Future last.